Love.

There's so much i want to blog about today. About the things i observed between people and human,
living and surviving, loving and acting.

I was in the train the other day, feeling tired and sleepy, it wasn't that packed in train... i was sitting down and falling asleep.
the guy sitting next to me stood up and gave up his seat to a dad carrying his daughter.
He woked me up, by his actions.
He was carrying his daughter with this HEAVY looking bag... and when he sat down,
he sat down gently. BECAUSE HE WAS CARRYING HIS DAUGHTER.
His daughter accidentally kicked me and of cause i didn't mind but he kept apologising...
The journey back seemed so long,
He had difficulties putting his bag on the floor because he didnt want to let go of his daughter, not even for a moment.
he placed his bag in between his legs gently... and hugged his daughter.
It wasn't something that i can really describe.... I somehow felt the love from him,
strange but true.
I felt it.
yeap.
I was touched by him, just by the way he didn't want to hurt his daughter.
Just  by the way he held her so close.
the way he touched her hair and didn't want to mess it up even though he had difficulties placing his bag there.
I'm not even done yet.
after that, he took a jacket from his bag and put it on for her.
and held her really close. just like keeping her warm.
well, he kept me warm for awhile...
To that moment i couldn't take it anymore, i stood up and smiled to him and the little girl waved at me,
I was already tearing. sounds emotional but i bet everyone there felt it.
I don't know why but i just couldn't control em, they kept streaming down... I don't know.
I don't know why i'm so affected by it.
I guess it's something that i will never forget for life... i believe.
  Such a loving dad. it is rare for someone to touched someone's heart like that.
At least for me it is rare.
All the best for him and that little girl, i hope they are doing fine now. And i hope when she grow up,
she will do the same for her dad too. And that is to love him.


I know it sounds super corny, not something i would say but i it really touched me.
It reminded me on how people still can love someone unconditionally.
It reminded me that there are still people like that.
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Everyday i observe insincerity from many different people.

Sincerity.
Some people don't even know what's that. For sure. 
Will you help someone unconditonally?
IF you are willing to help, will you ask for a return then?
Sincerity comes in many different ways.. 
But that one thing comes only with HOW YOU TREAT PEOPLE.
My views. My thoughts. Just what i think.
People helped for a return in favour, sometimes, they gave me that idea that there isnt much sincerity in people nowadays ...
But NO, not true! Of cause I believe that there are many out there that I don't know. :) 
But how many? 
How many of you there are willing to help someone without asking for a return?
Many would say yes i believe, but actions shows it all.

I've seen people getting close with one another for benefits.
I've seen people helping for a return favour.

I was disappointed when i asked a friend for help few months back and (s)he asked me
"What benefits will i get if i help you?"
Well, let me rephrased my sentence again,
I asked SOMEONE for help. Not my friend.
Because those who are willing to help you unconditionally are your friends.
Not those who asked for benefits back.
Because I always believe that, you help because you want to help not you help because you want something back. 

You do not donate because you want a good thing return in the future, it is already the wrong mindset. 

You donate because its FROM your heart. 

It actually shows ones character clearly... 

Let me touch on this, 
helping you unconditionally doesnt make you a true friend, YET
Helping you WITH good intentions make someone a true and good friend.
Pointless helping someone wanting a favour in return with BAD INTENTIONS.

And of cause! Sincerity doesn't ONLY mean helping when you don't want a return back. 

-(My views)- 

Another thing,
I've seen people ''trying'' to be nice with those they hate.


Hypocrites(fake) ,
Remember those who talked bout who they hated?
Remember those who got so so so close with the one they hated?
I'm not saying you should treat the one you hate badly, i'm not saying you SHOULDN'T get close to them.
I just think that it's fucking disgusting.
I've people telling me how much they hate this person and how much they look down on them,
and saw them being so so so close with them and started talking sweetly to each other.
I have no hatred with them, but however, i find it fucking disgusting.
THAT person who talked to you about how much they hate that particular person,
MAY be the one talking behind your back telling tales to another about how much they hated you.
(S)he talked bout this person and next moment seeing them so close together happily and the NEXT moment
that person come talking about that person again.

Beware, these are those whom we don't want to get close with, cause you'll never know when
that person is being true.

It strucked me really deep to see how people act. How people actually see things MORE than family, friendships, relationship, LOVE. Not gonna touch on MORE yet, cause i know i'll explode.

I'm done here.
I'm too lazy to check if there are spelling/grammar errors.... so pardon me.
(Good day)
Love,
Maggie