Q&A

• 1. Did you wake up cranky?
• Yes.
• 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
• Maybe?
• 3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
• Depends on their character.
• 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
• Yupp. Only if the stranger is nice and friendly. Not those perverts...
• 5. Can you commit to one person?
• Yeah, I guess so?
• 6. How do you look right now?
• Ugly with a pimple above my upper lips which look like another mole.. -.-
• 7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
• Army tshirt and a shorts. 
• 8. How often do you listen to music?
• Daily 
• 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats 
• Jeans.
• 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014?
• Yes.
• 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
• Social, I guess.
• 12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
• Good luck.
• 13. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
• Not sure.
• 14. Can you drive a stick shift?
• ?!?!?!
• 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
• Only if the people that are significant to me
• 16. Are you going out of town soon?
• Not really so soon..
• 17. When was the last time you cried?
• Last night.
• 18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
• Definitely..
• 19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
• Yes, colorful.
• 20. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
• Breathe.
• 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
• Pimple near my upper lips which look like another mole. I hate it.
• 22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
• I guess so? Maybe not.
• 23. Are you nice to everyone?
• YES. :b (you can disagree)
• 24. What are you sitting on right now?
• I'm lying down. 
• 25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
• Yeah.
• 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
• Yes, so badly.
• 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
• A friend. 
• 28. Do you get a lot of colds?
• Sort of..
• 29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
• Uh, no,
• 30. Does anyone hate you?
• Probably yes.
• 31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
• Don't think so.
• 32. Do you like watching scary movies?
• Yes, especially with best friend.
• 33. Are you a jealous person?
• A little I guess.
• 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
• 2009.
• 35. Did you have a dream last night?
• Yes, it was a sweet nightmare. But I like it.
• 36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
• No.
• 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
• No.
• 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
• Yeah
• 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
• Don't think so.
• 40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
• No, rotting at home. Not cool.
• 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
• Yes.
• 42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
• Not really...
• 43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
• -tears of joy- talking to that person.
• 44. What’s the best part about school?
• Friends. Those fun and nice ones. 
• 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
• Yes.
• 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
• Yes.
• 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
• Yes. Alot.
• 48. Were you single over the last summer?
• It's summer here everyday.
• 49. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
• Rushing to complete my assignments/sleeping.
• 50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
• Yes.
• 
  

Finally done with this shit, now thinking on how to settle my assignments..... Goodluck to me.

Still learning on how to be happy

''In hopes of reaching the moon, men fail to see the flowers that blossom at their feet''



It is always at night when i start to think about stuff.
I guess it's always when i reflect about stuff....
Everyday, i observe how people live.
How they actually face their problems when they have one.
And how to react to something...
Come to think about it...
I realised that many of us are not contented with what we have..(i admit)

The other day, i came across a blog, the author was told by the doctor that he only have few days left...
Thats when he started blogging, i dont really know what's the content about because it's all in FRENCH.
I google translate it to find out. I'm not trying to be some busybody,
I carry a heavy heart.

Do we really only think about the good things in life when we know life is ending?

I've been constantly telling myself that i'm actually very fortunate.
But things kept pulling me down, making me feel useless..
Here i am, knowing that there are more people facing worst problems than i am,
I'm still fretting over small issues.. I feel so ashamed.


So yesterday i met up with a friend of mine.
I saw him holding on to a book '' how to win friends and influence people'' Something like that.
I was quite impress and happy :)
Cause it's really very rare for people nowadays to find ways to improve themselves!
And if you happen to read this, I want to tell you... GOOD JOB :D
So proud of you!

Coming out from me, i think that the key to win friends is to be SINCERE.
yes..
Sincerity. As simple as that. :)
Of cause you can disagree with me, because that's only what i think.

Won't blog about it more... because... I STILL HAVE TONS OF ASSIGNMENTS WAITING FOR ME!!!

And... dont forget to be HAPPY :)

with love,
Maggie

Pretzels with peanut butter jam.

Just thought that i can share this with you... :3 Cause i really love it.....!!

-Pretzels with peanut butter jam-

Snacking while reading.... mmmm

 What you need:

I have no idea why it wont rotate :/ 

1. Pretzels (obviously...) I'm using the SALT AND PEPPER ones from M&S
2.Peanut butter, i'm using skippy!! 
3. JAM JAM JAM. 


(take a number of pretzels you wanna snack on... like ... if you want to snack on 10, 
take 5 for peanut butter and another 5 for the jam :3)

                                        1.  Apply some peanut butter on the pretzels.......

2.  Apply some jam on another pretzels..............

3.  sandwich them together... and there you go ! 

Got the tea from M&S again... :3

LAST STEP!!!!! :
ENJOY YOUR PRETZELS :D 



Hope you like it, cause i LOVE it...... too good....

Voices of my own.

“That’s what the voices in your head are for, to get you through the silent parts.”

—	David Levithan, Will Grayson

I don't know what's going on. But deep down inside i clearly know what's going on.

Perhaps i just don't get how things turned out so wrong and ugly.

As much as i wanted to deny how i'm feeling now, that i'm actually really unhappy with my life.

I always tell myself that i should be grateful to every little things i have and appreciate the smallest things in life that i have.

Why am i still not happy with what i have now? Is something wrong? 

Positive-ness in me drained out... i guess.

I always claimed that i really hate seeing people getting unhappy over stuff when they have millions of reasons to stay happy all because i really want them to be happy.

I proved myself wrong. I mean.. how can i want someone to be truly happy with

what they really have now when i'm not even doing so. 

What rights do i have.

All i want was people to be HAPPY. And MYSELF...

I know that we don't always get what we want. 

But it's funny how we talked about how badly we want something and not working on it.

We spend so much time thinking about what you want rather than spending time working on it.

One simply does not thinks that Life is hard until you dont get what you want after working for it.

I think that i have taken so many things for granted in life. The food we have, the people we have and everything we have. I realised that i have been thinking on what I DONT HAVE more than what i REALLY have. 

This isn't healthy, yes i understand.

And something about me is, i get upset easily but i always tell myself that 

there's nothing else to be sad about then i start to think positive. 

But sometimes, i just can't help it.

I'm not trying to emo shit here. Get that right.

I want to express my thoughts and feelings. GET THAT.

I find bottling feelings up really really hard and tiring, I hate that.

But sometimes, sad to say... i find it hard to tell someone things.

I used to be very open. USED TO. haha..

Naive, i was.

I hate seeing changes, but we all know that things change. Feelings fade.

Not everything is the same anymore.

This is life. 

I hate reality, i hate how cruel it may sound.

Everyone is striving for PERFECTor being perfect.

I've been trying, i must say... Tho' i know it's quite impossible.

Afterall, nothing is perfect right...?

but but but.. Nothing is impossible too..

sucks.

What really KILLS you inside was what your love ones said/think about you.

And that made you realised that they don't really know you at all.

They made me feel like a stranger to us. I feel distant.

Saddest was that they always think the worst of me..

Perhaps not even me. Made me feel that all these years was nothing at all.

Compromising , cherishing , understanding....

Which category do they fall in? None.

They made me realised after all these years/time.

It was nothing at all.

I'm a girl with feelings. Maybe too much of emotions..

Slowly, i see changes in me.

I closed up. I can see myself not sharing as much as before. 

Sharing in terms of feelings and problems.

I narrow down to the people i can normally share my problems with to myself.

It is true that sometimes i DO think a little too much.

So i guess it is better if i keep things to myself?

Well that's it i guess?

Thumbs up for you if you finished reading the whole crap.

much more unsaid but i guess it's enough for me to let it out.

Goodbye, for now.

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