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Monday, September 23, 2013

Fear

I'm beginning to have issues with trust among people.. 




It's just so saddening that I actually watched the whole process of how people enter my life so easily and leave so easily. 
Did I made it so easy to enter my life. 
They said I opened up too much.. Perhaps that's why. 
I find it really hard to explain why I hate people treating me like one temporary thing, 
I think mainly because they always leave me alone after a period of time.
I always have this fear when some people are suddenly so close to me that they might leave me one day all alone just like the others, I don't know. It's just me I know.  
 
They say they care for you, how much do they really care for you? Cause it totally shows it all. 

So many things happened last year,I was accused for doing the things I didn't do at all, and that's when I knew I trusted the wrong "friend"



"Once bitten, twice shy." 
 I've learn my lesson, I don't wish to get involve in any of these anymore. I'm really really tired. I don't want to eat affected anymore. 


I definitely don't deserve all these. 

2 comments:

  1. Hey! Just recently found your blog ♥ I followed you with Bloglovin, insta and twitter ;)

    And my cousin once told me, easy come, easy go...it's sad but I guess sometimes you don't need these type of people in your life and that's why they leave. But I do know how you feel. Even my best friends, I just feel like some day they might decide I'm not worth it and leave me you know? But it's never happened so far in 4 years so I guess I'm just going to enjoy our time together :D I hope you feel better x

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    1. Hi sweetie! Thank you so so much! I've been feeling better lately! Thank you so much! Really appreciate it! x

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